Mean Girls

 The movie mean girls was literally a reflection of my life. I came to New York City at the age of 6. I only knew French and I was a reserved individual. I was surrounded by a pack of mean girls, who wanted to let me know I was worth nothing, from elementary all the way through high school.

I was timid from day one so I would take insults and mean comments and all the things a mean girl can possible say or do to you, I will never ever forget I use to go to school with my brother from another mother Jafon Alford . He was my protector for years from the day I met him at the tender age of 6 yrs old till the day my mother and I moved out of Brooklyn at the age of 14 yrs old. One day this girl blatantly poured a whole cartoon of milk on me and I said nothing, I was willing to let it go but Jafon sure wasn't.


My whole class in 1st grade was full of mean girls, all those girls wanted something out me because I didn't speak English well and was still new to the class and school. I was desperate for friends at that tender age. 


There were mean girls all over the place, I remember when my mom took me to the park to play nobody wanted to play with me so I learned to read books and play by myself but the day my parents bought me a BEAUTIFUL BIKE that nobody else had all of a sudden I was the star of the playground and that experience never left me, it lives in me. The story about all the mean girls I've encountered throughout my life can really go on, I can write a book but today thats all I'm going to say.


I was then a mean girl 


That's just one adventure with a mean girl, there are many more. If you want to hear them please let me know and I will tell you = more.

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