So Yall....

 Me is fauché.

Lol I CAN'T GET REALER THAN THIS. Me is poor, broke, out of pocket.



ok so now imm going back to regular

ummm

well I tried to fix it so this is it, ummm

My credit score is literally a down in the rots of hell with the devil having a ball at a solid 300.... u wanna know how I got here


LISTEN


my credit score was literally a solid 700,

sadly I had a manic depressive epsiode about twice even three times and literally went on a shopping spree full of nonsensical items...(TO ME)  like literally 2k worth of things I didn't need, my mind was having a breakthrough that as African women brought up in western society with a AFRICAN mom who didnt fully understand mental health and life experiences and everything inbetween that got me to that point .... I couldn't understand we couldn't ..couldn't take or understand , listen listen im talking 5k here 3k there another 2k here just wilding .... all because I didnt take my meds, nobody listened to me when I said I was depressed, I SWERAR I TEXTED AT LEAST 200 PEOPLE EVEN THE SCHOOL GROUP CHATS... ONLY about 10 people responded....I swear I lost about 20k in Asinine purchases. Thats all imma say for now


Thank you,

^Ange Kelly Atoumou

Location: United States

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