I Will Succeed

 To be honest. I didn't even want to go to college. My junior  year of high school was stressful applying to colleges even with my high ass grades and being the 4th "smartest" person in the whole grade. I didn't know what I wanted to do either. I got into City college and told myself imma double major and double minor bc then no jobs can "deny me" ...wrong. I graduated early( almost impossible), ya girl was taking 6 classes a semester! Even failed my statistic class and still made it through 

( I HATE MATH) 



Long story short...I got jobs... started to realize the American dream was a lie. A big one. My Single Hard working Strong  traumatized African mother didn't fight and struggle to come to the country and to be in this country for me to be average! So I'm pushing it to the limit. If I leave this earth  with nothing else I'll leave with the fact that I made a lot of money and my mom can retire in peace knowing her only child made it in America 

Location: United States

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